Been feeling like the college life really been stressing me
Plus I’m always gone swear I’m never home
Missing out on times my bro would do anything to experience
Family go out I’m barely making appearances
Maybe I'm too consumed, maybe I’m self absorbed
I’m holding onto some things I need to tell the lord
Bottled up my emotions though I’ve been praying more
Momma sending me scriptures to keep the faith restored
I bare the soul that you’re staring into
Step in the booth and treat it like it’s a therapy room
Feeling like music's only thing that can carry me through
Lotta issues going on I need clarity soon
Family drama got blood beefing with one another
We got a small unit why don’t we fuck with each other?
One text message away yet we still distant
I don’t think about old times but I still miss it
No lookin back though
I’m far from the innocent kid who rocked the Afro
Young shy nigga but I grew up in a flash though
Ain't forgot about none of my homies living back home
Promise by any means I put the city on my backbone
I haven’t checked up on my stepbrothers in a minute
I ought to hit 'em up just to see how they been living
One of 'em got married and even had a couple children
My stepmom would be proud if she was here wish she could witness
I’ve been reminded of life’s fragility
Seeing the world encounter so many tragedies
Are helicopters crashing part of Gods strategy?
Don’t mean to question his planning but it’s just sad to see

I’ve been questioning my sanity
Chasing this difficult dream got me up late and panicking
Second guessing like is this really the plan for me?
How long until I can reach the heights that I plan to reach?
I tell my girl all about
My worries and her words always seem to calm me down
She tell me to relax and to always trust the timing
And even though I know it I still need to be reminded
In exchange I provide her with reassurance
With our relationship though I can truly never know
Because of the career fields we chose are so demanding
I just hope we can align with each other’s future goals
But truthfully I believe that we can work it out
But I gotta be mentally prepared in case it don’t
With her working hours at a time in hospitals and me touring round the country living on the road
Until then we gon' keep pushin each other to be great in our professions
God forbid that our careers pull us different directions
The future's yet to come so there ain’t no point in stressin'
I’d much rather live in the moment that’s just where my head is